Oh man. I had a crappy day yesterday. I ate chocolate at work. I ate a small bag of chips. . . the little tiny bags you can get at Dollar General. They used to be like 4/$1 but I don't think they are anymore. Legitimately they are one serving. Then after having a dispute with my husband, he went to work the fields and I went to McD's.
I got a cheeseburger happy meal with a large soda. There were not enough fries in the happy meal. Wow. They are tiny servings. I should got a regular value meal. lol! I then proceeded to stuff my face with all kinds of chocolate at home after I ate this. I also ate some icing when I decorated a cake that I made. I had a pounding headache from the sugar on top of some crappy sinus headache that I had behind my eye all day. It was fantastic. I was up 0.8 lbs this morning. 183.0 I guess I should be thankful it wasn't any more. But to be honest I could still go up tomorrow. I need to be super good today and I'm really in a mood that isn't conducive to eating well. I pretty much want to eat crap. And I'm not sure why. I don't know what's going on with me. I generally don't really binge like I did yesterday. And I have a goal to reach before Monday. So I'm highly disappointed with myself. I knew I was doing it and I kept shoving food in my face. I have no excuses. I just did it.
So today will be better. I will make it better. That's my goal. I'm not perfect. I never claimed to be. But I've been rocking this lifestyle this year and I don't know what is happening right now. Maybe the stall in my weight loss? Even though I'm really happy with my progress, how I look, how my clothes fit. . . how I feel! I will get back on track. My personal life has been rough and disappointing so maybe that's why. Moving onward and back on track!