Holy yikes! This makes me want to cry. I undid a lot of hard work the last half of the year. I used getting sick as an excuse to eat whatever I wanted. I went through stages of panic and depression during that time and food was comfort. But I could have got it under control. I totally could have. I just didn't. Then the holidays came and I did ok. But then New Year's came and I had 11 day till the challenge. So what I did I do? I ate everything one last time. Like I'd never ever be able to have it again. So I earned that 196. I know it. I own it. I'm moving on. (the fat % was 32.8% but I forgot to take a photo. That's up too. . . )
We prepped food this weekend. I made scrambled eggs for my breakfast every day. My husband made chicken for my salads. We made some quinoa and fruit salad. So it's on! We got this under control.
That was my breakfast this morning. I'm drinking my spark right now. I decided to have mandarin orange to shake things up and it's pretty good. A bit like tang from the old days, but I was stuck on fruit punch so I needed to change it up.
Last night before we went to sleep. . . the last thing my hubby said was "I can't wait to start our cleanse tomorrow". Whoop! He had to come into this in his own time. He's done the cleanse with me before but I think just to humor me. I feel like he really *wants* to do it this time. And this will be his first time doing the full 24 days. So I'm very excited to see how he does. I'm super happy that he wants to do this and was looking forward to it as well.
One last thing . . .
I bought an Amazon Fire Stick over the holiday sales. Finally set it up this weekend. My internet doesn't seem to be fully up to snuff with streaming (we live out in the sticks) but it's working well enough. Last night we watch three episodes of . . .
Whoa! Wow. First of all when practically the first scene is 2 women having sex. . .and your husband says "what are we watching". . . ha! Nah it's all good. I can't wait to watch more!!! I can't believe I finally got on the Netflix bandwagon. I feel so grown up.