My 40 day treatment of antibiotics ends today. I have one more dose left. I'm nervous. I'm still not sure this isn't Lyme disease. If it is, I've read that those little jerk off bacteria are hard to kill. That people go off antibiotics and the symptoms return. I see my doc again Tues, so that'll be day 4 of no medicine. Hopefully I will know by then. I'm also no longer on any OTC medication (Advil and Aleve). So I'm hopeful that I really am getting better. I'm on a homeopathic remedy called Rhus Tox and I'm wondering if that's messing with my head? I don't know!
I went to the gym last night! 3 miles on the treadmill. I ran 1/4 mile 4 times for a total of a mile running. I *had* to see how it felt. I'm sick and tired of being a lazy sack of potatoes. I'm going to do the same thing this weekend. Today I have my first full body massage since I got sick. I *cannot* wait. Not only have I not been active, but my eating is horrible. Horrendous. I'm embarrassed. I need to get my act together.
I've been trying to do things to relax. I know I'm a stressed person. I let everything stress me. So I've been taking epsom salt baths. I figure it can't hurt, it might help and it gives me some forced time to sit and do nothing!
I've also been hitting up the Oriental Energy massage parlor on the mall and having the little Asian dudes give me foot massages. They can be intense and sometimes hurt, but I enjoy them. I've been there three times. The last time the guy said "Why you always come in for just your feet so much?" Ha! :)
I've also been coloring. My aunt used to color. I distinctly remember her coloring mandalas and other geometric designs. I've had a couple books for a long time and never really did much. So I broke them out, bought a few more and started coloring. It's relaxing. You can't rush coloring.
This one I found in my book already finished:
And since I started this again I've colored three more.
I'm really trying to reduce the stress in my life. Unfortunately I'm not very good at that. I just worry. I just stress when goals aren't being reached. Since I got back from Canada, Eli has also had an issue going on that means I can't ride him. So we will probably be going to the University of Missouri in a couple weeks. It's always something. . . .